Tag Archives: therapy

oversharing

What is wrong with me!?  I told my shrink about this blog today…   R:  So, what have you been writing lately? K:  Oh, you know, I just started blogging about wanting to give you head.  Here, let me give … Continue reading

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something horrible

“I think when something horrible happens to you, you end up encoding it as ‘I am horrible’ instead of ‘I have endured something horrible.’  And that’s not fair to you.” R said that to me in November.  I emailed it … Continue reading

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discount therapy

I’m a jerk who doesn’t pay for therapy.  Or at least not what it’s worth.  Maybe. I have been seeing R consistently again for four years.  Last fall, when he suggested that I should come in twice a week rather … Continue reading

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rinse and repeat… repeat… repeat…

Look at me blog… look at me blog… I’m blogging!!! That’s right… I’m not comfortable with my own thoughts, so what’s the most logical thing to do??? Oh, that’s right. Make them public! I’m smart like that.   I’ve had … Continue reading

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session apprehension

I still feel awful about making posts here, but I am going to continue making this effort for no other reason than I need to make an effort.   I’m already feeling nervous.  I see my therapist tomorrow; I see … Continue reading

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transference: or why i want to punch my therapist, have him be my father, and give him a blow job

Yeah, I said it. Sometimes it feels like it would be a really good idea to give my middle-aged therapist a blow job.  Not that I would ever tell him, not that he would ever let me, and not that … Continue reading

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dreams: nagging little bastards

R committed a sin today. He said we should talk about — (the shame!) — dreams. I understand that it’s a staple of psychoanalytical therapy, but seriously.  It’s so self-indulgent to think even your randomly firing thoughts deserve some sort … Continue reading

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