Author Archives: A

January 24, 2012
9:11 pm
by: A

mindfulness

I was told I should post, so I am… captain’s orders. Let’s see… Day 2 of therapy went ok.  I felt like I was in school with my workbook and pencil.  Well, I felt like an idiot mostly.  My brain … Continue reading →

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January 20, 2012
10:24 pm
by: A

nothing

I don’t know why I’m here. I’ve typed…deleted…typed…deleted in this damn box for about 20 minutes now, and  nothing is coming out.  The only thing sticking is my usual line of “I hate myself and I want to die.”  That’s … Continue reading →

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January 19, 2012
9:33 pm
by: A

just another manic mon… er… thursday

I’m not sure if it was true “mania” today, but holy smokes.  I had energy and then some.  After being so depressed, I could barely open my eyes for the last few weeks… this was a nice change.  I was … Continue reading →

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January 17, 2012
2:32 pm
by: A

rinse and repeat… repeat… repeat…

Look at me blog… look at me blog… I’m blogging!!! That’s right… I’m not comfortable with my own thoughts, so what’s the most logical thing to do??? Oh, that’s right. Make them public! I’m smart like that.   I’ve had … Continue reading →

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