Author Archives: L

January 29, 2012
10:42 am
by: L

drowning in lonely

I have always had a fear of drowning.  Filling up and not being able to expand my lungs with air.  Water is scary.  Water has such power.  Interestingly enough, it holds both life-sustaining and life-ending power. Many times water – … Continue reading →

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January 25, 2012
8:27 pm
by: L

why do i fucking care?

Because caring makes me sad.  It makes me hurt.  It makes me anxious.  It makes me hate me.  

Posted in Depression Tagged

January 20, 2012
8:51 pm
by: L

out there

I sit in the dark of my office.  There seems to be a fuzzy glow around my eyes as the unnatural light from the laptop illuminates my lashes.  I can hear life going on outside my door.  Husband piddling in … Continue reading →

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January 20, 2012
4:18 pm
by: L

just… be…

The world perplexes me.  It is so vast and so mobile and continuous.  I guess that the anxiety I have of crowds, the unknown, vastness… it keeps me curled up inside “my world.”  The lonely one where I do the … Continue reading →

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