Um, I’m depressed I guess. As of right now I’m in the books as “suffering from Major Depressive Disorder.” There has been a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder at one time… but, I’m not sure if that is still relevant. Bipolar II has been tossed around before, and it seems like I could easily slide into that diagnosis.
I’m a cutter. I abuse alcohol and other drugs. I’m super duper fucking needy. I pretty much hate myself.
Meds that I have been on…
- Zoloft — currently taking
- Paxil
- Prozac
- Wellbutrin
- Effexor
- Lamictal
- Seroquel
- Xanax
- Ativan
- Klonopin
Oh…. I forgot the suicidal ideation — wouldn’t be me without that!